Monday, September 20, 2010

Daniel 5-6; Psalm 130; Luke 3

The things I am believing are frightening me, frigtening me in that I will not be able to contain the fire that burns. The fire that burns for LOST people to be FOUND, for people who think themselves LOST to find their way, for people to surrender into a knowing of Your Love...of Christ.....a fire that burns for all the gifts and abilities that could be released for Your Kingdom here in knowing YOU.....a fire that I keep trying to rein in because I am afraid of getting burned....

So Abba today to not be afraid of vulnerably flying the FREAK FLAG because I think you put it in me.....and if it burns knowing that You heal....

I have friends that I love and that I won't show this flag.....fear of loss of their ...of.....of their what?
If it is truly You then why would I not want them to know the hill I will die on.....that lost people matter to God......

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Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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