I wanted leaving my job to be a "hey....thanks" and waving cheerily out the door. It's not going to be 'that' easy, after years at a place there are loose ends to be tied up....hours to be paid out, vacation not taken to be paid....I know sounds rough.
I don't know how to leave....or maybe i do and just don't want to look naive and stupid doing it....or maybe it's simply more of my messiness, unwilling to tie up the loose ends and make it a neat departure....I don't know and that's just indicative of most of my life right now...I don't know....or what I tell myself??
I wish I had a story like Paul's.....as it is mine is pretty uneventful and filled w/stubborn disobedience and GRACE...from God, my husband, my children.....I after being married 33+ years have a husband who literally jumps up and down to spend time with me and I him.....I don't know how this happened..it's Jesus Christ in our lives.....typical and uneventful for those who love Him I think...nothing major and yet everything about my life changed...forever in coming to know Christ..in being covered by His forgiveness and recieving Your Spirit....everything forever changed.
