Monday, August 9, 2010

Jeremiah 3-4; John 11

In reading Jeremiah this morning struck HARD with how HARD it is supposed to be, how hard we've made it, make it..... Living our lives without You, digging our own cisterns....making mistake after mistake / failure and failure and coping in ways without YOU with the reality of those failures......the turning back while it could be easy...is simple but HARD.....
being unmerciful we don't have a clue about Your mercy....
not understanding GRACE we are staggered by Yours......

I am struck w/my need to stop dreaming.......to put my nose to the grindstone and work....stop thinking and start obeying......

Help me because You know how truly stubborn and willful I am.....

His trip was amazing.....he prayed more than he ever had, and came home committed to praying even more.....we sat on the deck for 3 hours and I listened and was deeply curious about all of it...deeply curious and interested without jealousy.....oh, there was a twinge or two but mostly I was overwhelmed with his experience there and with You....

1 comment:

Danielle said...

yay!!! God answered your prayers!!! Prayers that you would be soft, that you wouldn't have jealousy, that you would be curious, that he would come home safely, that he would come home closer to the Lord!!!! Yayyyyy!!!! God always always answers prayers and I will be waiting expectantly for him to answer my prayers about the role you and Dan have in the future of South Africa! we have the coolest God on earth!!!

Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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