Habakkuk 1 - 3; John 8

Praying praying praying to be soft, about You, about him and curious....so very very curious and attentive to his adventure........this pain, hoping it is true repentance in seeing me for always and forever being about me......

grace....yes please

Habakkuk 2:4.....but the righteous will live by his faith.

So I don't get to know much and yet what I do know can help me make different decisions in the waiting.....faith

vs. 14 For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the LORD, as the waters cover the sea.

All of John 8 this morning fills me with anticipation......joy.....some fear, that in the knowing I will continue to live as tho I don't......and yet in the pain of this recent repentance, so broken and soft....vulnerable even

fear at being so vulnerable I am being set up for ....... but more fear at missing whatever it is You have....a freedom maybe I have never known.....

John 8: 31 To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. 32 Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free."

wonder what living really free would be like...please I don't want to run away from it....