Isaiah 36 & 37; Psalm 76; 1 Peter 1

cancer sucks....a friend will hear tomorrow and till then I want to pray....I don't know what to pray, I can't imagine them not knowing You, of You of course and simply praying your will and wondering how they will handle that....and yet to pray otherwise doesn't sit well with me....Your Will....Abba Your Will.....and in the midst of it to be a light to them of Your most amazing LOVE....so a fasting praying day begging for Your guidance....does begging imply a lack of faith on my part? I think it might this situation frightens me, wanting what I want crashing against knowing I am to want what YOU want....so in the crash I am humbly crying out for You.....

1 Peter 1: 22 Now that you have purified yourselves by obeying the truth so that you have sincere love for your brothers, love one another deeply, from the heart. 23 For you have been born again, not of perishable seed, but of imperishable, through the living and enduring word of God. 24 For,"All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field;the grass withers and the flowers fall, 25 but the word of the Lord stands forever." And this is the word that was preached to you.

Tears this morning in reading this of gratitude that I through You have the smallest of understanding of it and HOPE that in that understanding I am becoming more loving and in that love can help .....inspire....encourage my friend in his journey.....