2 Kings 18 -19; 2 Chronicles 32; James 5

I am tired...keeping the Grands while pure joy is fatiguing
I don't like my job...
Hubs leaves for a coveted 2 weeks to SA...
and then...
Then you read about peoples in and under the duress of war for 3 years and their faith and I just feel so unchallenged...and like a whiner....but today tears are seeming inevitable.....I hear 'be still' alot.....I know I need to learn perserverance.....so to wait, not doing 'nothing' ..... trusting You and waiting....

James 5: 8 You too, be patient and stand firm, because the Lord's coming is near. 9 Don't grumble against each other, brothers, or you will be judged. The Judge is standing at the door! 10 Brothers, as an example of patience in the face of suffering, take the prophets who spoke in the name of the Lord. 11 As you know, we consider blessed those who have persevered. You have heard of Job's perseverance and have seen what the Lord finally brought about. The Lord is full of compassion and mercy.