Hosea 13&14; Psalm 100-102; Hebrews 5

I don't fit
I wasn't made to fit
that doesn't mean you were made wrong

I hope that's You this morning Abba and I hope I realize that there are alot who feel this way and it is not in the not fitting that I come to fit... it is in You, Your Son that I rest in the awkwardness I feel.......

A morning of sharing in CPM and I gotta say I LOVE this....I love a simple sharing of scripture and discussion around it...not preaching from or about it....just a group centered around talking about scripture.....who knew so many years ago when the Bible scared me to death that it could be the source of such joy......I so pray that this is something I can give away.

Hosea 13: 6 When I fed them, they were satisfied; when they were satisfied, they became proud; then they forgot me. ......I wonder sometimes if I started to fit, that this wouldn't be me and so I forever won't...will hunger for it, and in that hunger keep crying out to You and You feed me just enough to keep me seeking after You......:) What an amazing God YOU are.....

Anyone who knows me knows I am a celebrity hound...lovin me some People forever. I dont' generally feel guilty for this attraction but I am alert to it. This news about L Lohan and M Gibson....I am personally glad Lindsay is going to jail....I hope it's a wake up call for her and that she begins to take responsiblity for her life. It sucks big time that her parents chose to be so into their daughters career...how stupid that sounds you know for an 11 year old child to have a CAREER......
and Mel......I don't know, I believe in forgiveness and 2nd, 3rd and umpteen chances...I mean how can someone forgiven not forgive......it kind of goes back to the verse.....they Lindsay and Mel became so FULL they lost...they lost everything. I pray in the loneliness of such publicity they seek You......I pray You somehow surround them w/people who know You and who can point them to You and Your forgiveness...that their YES people would see how they've hurt them and become people who really do LOVE them......boy...even as I write that I have little hope and yet the little I have is in YOU....