Hosea 10 - 11; Hosea 12; Psalm 73; Hebrews 4

To a meeting this morning w/people way more intelligent than I.....a meeting where again I don't fit...I gotta stop trying to 'fit'.......

Hebrews 4: 12-13 God means what he says. What he says goes. His powerful Word is sharp as a surgeon's scalpel, cutting through everything, whether doubt or defense, laying us open to listen and obey. Nothing and no one is impervious to God's Word. We can't get away from it—no matter what.

I wonder sometimes that You know this overpowering urge in me to be affirmed...fit and that it won't all just be stripped away from me because it goes so so deep......

I will today remember You see it all and in that being seen.....NOT run away...no matter how very strong the urge I will stay in the being seen...and forgiven....GRACE

otherwise...well otherwise I'm just a crazy old lady and somehow I don't think that's true.....

THIS touched me deeply this morning and I sit here in tears wanting someone to share it with. I think I want that more sometimes than I am supposed to and yet when I look to Him and who He made me it's there......I want so badly to bring others into a knowlege of You....into a yearning...recognizing the yearning to seek You......so I hopefully am learning that YOU do all things in YOUR time and I am to wait...to be still and wait.....learning how loved I am in the waiting and learning in that LOVE to love others...all others...I hope so Abba..I hope so.