Saul and Jonathon
Father and Son
Willful and Willing

Better to be crazy for You than go crazy denying Your pull in my life.....

1 Sam. 14: 6 Perhaps the Lord will act in our behalf....

Perhaps??!! Really Abba, perhaps....you will act on our behalf...

Maybe .....perhaps.....seeking the affirmation and approval of others has stopped my moving towards what You want??
Maybe...perhaps....being called crazy / insane stopped me from being crazy for You....

So, to dream just You and me what would that look like??

Saul = willful
Jonathon = willing

CRAP there it is again, am I willing to not only seek only You and Your will but to accept it??
am I humble enough to live powerless

am I in powerlessness and the chaos that brings in me willing to trust You and Your will??

2 Cor. 13: 7 Now we pray to God that you will not do anything wrong. Not that people will see that we have stood the test but that you will do what is right even tho we may seem to have failed.....

You're not a failure until you quit....ok Abba I'm not quitting...I surrender but I am not quitting...