Job 20; Mark 3 - 4

Started the morning w/Centering Prayer...never experienced that before and wonder if it's like any other discipline the more you try it the more you connect w/You? I don't know it was hard to settle....hard to just 'go with it'...hard to allow myself to simply listen...it wasn't about asking or talking to You it was about placing myself in a position to listen...and I still argued w/You......The centering thot was...'it is broken'...hard for me to not turn that into I am broken......Abba it is broken...
the way I do relationships
it is broken.....
I don't know how to stand my ground w/out judging the ground you stand on.....

Mark 3: 5-6 He looked them in the eye, one after another, angry now, furious at their hard-nosed religion. He said to the man, "Hold out your hand." He held it out—it was as good as new! The Pharisees got out as fast as they could, sputtering about how they would join forces with Herod's followers and ruin him.

I pray today Abba to in my brokenness accept Your Grace and simply stand on that....