Ezekiel 22 - 24; Revelation 9

Feeling like the CRAZY....maybe I just AM....

Feeling like if we who love and desire to follow Christ connected w/You in Your word YOU could get more done with us....
Feeling like if we who love and desire to follow Christ, in that connection challenged and encouraged each other...we'd be better used by YOU.....loved eric's twitter this AM... realizing the less I rely on Him, the more I thnk I hve the answers...the more I thnk I hve the answers, the more i'm a jackass

Feeling like what I feel is crazy and yet perhaps true...can I stay naked and vulnerable and exposed saying it???
Feeling like when I know someone is connected to You, they're soft and curious...feeling like when I am connected I AM....
Feeling like soft and curious makes way more headway w/people than stubborn and argumentative....argumentative and opinionated...
and the thing is...I have stronger opinions now than I ever have but I KNOW they're MY opinions.....and all I want is You to work in me, through me..to grow Your kingdom...so again to stay this naked and exposed and vulnerable and curious and see what YOU do....

Ezekiel 22: 30 "I looked for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand before me in the gap on behalf of the land so I would not have to destroy it, but I found none. 31 So I will pour out my wrath on them and consume them with my fiery anger, bringing down on their own heads all they have done, declares the Sovereign LORD."

I read this and I won't stay naked and vulnerable enough to tell people to connect to You...in just talking to Dan just now, is THAT a drum I am willing to continue to beat...to be that person....and in the beating being so connected to You knowing that the message is Yours.....is it?? Can I in the beating of the drum w/ Christians....and then w/Your lost lambs, those w/o Christ simply love and pray....stand in the gap......????

way more unknown than known these days and yet the KNOWN my Jesus....just keeps me goin....Thank you Abba for Jesus, for Your Spirit...Your Word....yup I am that weird woman....