Jeremiah 10-12; John 14

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Jeremiah 12: 5-6"So, Jeremiah, if you're worn out in this footrace with men, what makes you think you can race against horses? And if you can't keep your wits during times of calm, what's going to happen when troubles break loose like the Jordan in flood? Those closest to you, your own brothers and cousins, are working against you. They're out to get you. They'll stop at nothing. Don't trust them, especially when they're smiling.

I found this:

Training w/footman so you run well w/chariots.
Hurdles are not annoyances for a runner.

They are the equipment which trains them to run

faster, further, stronger.

here, make sure you bookmark it and look around you will be inspired and deeply challenged....but this....spoke to me a week ago and this morning reading the verse, remembering I was again challenged at what I am not....not, never have been a runner, let alone someone who jumps hurdles and yet

THIS journey of late is teaching me I am....I perhaps have the heart of a runner.....not in the physical sense, in the metaphorical sense. Running a race that only You judge...training to run harder, faster, longer w/chariots when YOU say....developing perseverance and stamina for later (??) running /performing for You and YOU alone...jumping through the hurdles (no matter how small compared to others) they are the hurdles You are using to train me to run for YOUR Glory....nothing else but for Your Glory..

YIKES to even write it makes me think I am understanding something not mine to understand or maybe I am just learning it finally ..I don't know....I know I want follow where You lead, I want to hear when You speak.....so I'm going to continue to train.....

John 14 : 15-17 "If you love me, show it by doing what I've told you. I will talk to the Father, and he'll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you. This Friend is the Spirit of Truth. The godless world can't take him in because it doesn't have eyes to see him, doesn't know what to look for. But you know him already because he has been staying with you, and will even be in you!
18-20"I will not leave you orphaned. I'm coming back. In just a little while the world will no longer see me, but you're going to see me because I am alive and you're about to come alive. At that moment you will know absolutely that I'm in my Father, and you're in me, and I'm in you.

Sanctus Real - It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender
(Chorus)Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly
Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Revaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...To...
(Chorus)
Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly
It's time to face up
Clean this old house