Monday, July 27, 2009

Isaiah 50-52; Ps. 92; 2 Peter 1

There's a lot going on in our lives right now....I am confused and unable to process out loud or in writing right now...just confused and anxious...that's it very anxious....don't know how to talk about it or if I should..praying for Dan to process it and that I will follow, not Dan but wherever it is God is taking him and us....just alot to think about....alot I need to be really prayerful about....because the alternative is being just freakin scared...
and just so's you know.... the depth of my character is such that this stuff is not that major.....so going to be vacant here.....going to process alone.....like anyone reads here anyway... but just in case you who pray I would definitely take them......

gonna continue to learn, pray to learn.... 'passionate patience'....

having a hard time worknig this morning wanting to 'run away'...well maybe not run away but to go away...in silence...in solitude...simply shed a few tears and cry out to my Abba to comfort me...I know I know He could right now...I told you my depth of character is ....not so deep.....pretty easily overwhelmed...that I am still sitting here and not a puddle of tears to me is You.....passionate patience.....uh huh....surrrrre.....

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

becky,

i read your blog!

amy b.

Me said...

{{{{hug}}}} from your sister in grace

HennHouse said...

praying...

I love your phrase "passionate patience"

Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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