2 Kings 10; 2 Chronicles 22 & 23; 1 Timothy 5

good enough vs Spirit Alive.....
Can I choose today Spirit Alive and move that direction? And if I do what the heck will happen....like a fat person getting fatter because of what we eat can I feed here and become softer/fatter?? I keep thinking on this analogy or metaphor whatever the heck it is. A person becomes heavier with the volume of what they eat....a person seeking Christ becomes softer with the volume of what they consume in His word?
It seems that way to me.....is it true tho??
Is softness an end goal??
It seems to me the only way I learn.... so I have to pursue Him in order to become soft in order to learn......what do I do then w/what I learn?
How readily do I apply it to my life........am I capable to apply it or is that a Spirit thing???

Another muddy day I guess which of course keeps me seeking You and Your love......

1 Timothy 5: 24-25 The sins of some people are blatant and march them right into court. The sins of others don't show up until much later. The same with good deeds. Some you see right off, but none are hidden forever.
In the softness I see more and more my own sin...seeing it hurts and yet seeing it leads me to a repentance I've never known before....a sadness in which the only hope is Jesus.....so Spirit Alive leads me to Jesus.....hmmmm.....