Thursday, October 16, 2008

Galatians 3

There's alot of stuff going on for the people around me, people I love and admire and respect and care about. The mess of life can be just that, so damn messy. I want to FIX it, make it better and all I hear in my head and heart is...It's what we trust in but don't yet see that keeps us going...I can't fix or help at all,so crazy to think I can....I HAVE to, HAVE to focus on You, on what I don't see and TRUST that You are working this out......
So that means I come here and beg You to quiet my heart, my mind.....much comfort in reading today as far as a relationship with You...we get so much from a relationship through Christ with this amazing God. Not to make it any easier in our relationships here on earth but to know that no matter how we screw up here there is hope....IF we .....hope comes when we trust in what we don't see.....
I know all the players in this most recent drama KNOW You and that hope, right now there is simply pain and disappointment and feelings of being betrayed.....I can do nothing but love them, all of them and focus on You....speak maybe but mostly just listen...trusting in what I don't see...

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Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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