Numbers 14-16; Mark 3

I am reading alot right now and asking alot of questions. My journal is filled w/questions and observations and listening to Him.
I read alot of blogs, a diverse group it is too. Probably adding to the questions I ask.
I look always for places where I can possibly fit and ask my questions but there is a voice in my head and heart encouraging me to LISTEN more.
I wait more now than ever before, trusting more than ever before, Your timing.
Or at least that is what it 'feels' like right now.
I long for discussions and dialogues, groups of people who want to talk about Christ, wrestle w/You, Your Word. Getting them to see Your pursuit of them and their fingerprints on Your Word, to encourage them on a journey of absolute Epic dimensions or at least that is what it 'feels' like right now. To watch and encourage them to give this journey to others . To see and point out where Your gifts and passion to them are intersecting for Your Glory.
Reading about the Israelites this morning so deep in their own story they can't see Yours. Hearing Moses know that it IS all about Your Story. Jesus wanting all to know YOU. Jesus willing to die for it.
So just alot right now and in my own wrestling with You about $$ need to get in and make up an Excel spreadsheet so we can engage every decision, every dime with You and each other.
Wrestle w/Him....you ain't gonna win but dang what you win in the losing is everything.