Monday, January 3, 2011

So this is retirement huh??

An empty house w/tons of projects I want to get my hands dirty on. And it will involve dirtying my hands that's for sure. Neglected and stuff everywhere. Started the basement yesterday and must say if FELT good.

Breakfast w/a friend this morning, realizing how disconnected I am from others....alot of others and how content I feel in that disconnect. Wondering how the word YIELD will affect/effect future relationships??

alone but not lonely...i never could have predicted that.

I need.......
not sure what it is I need, will need in the future. For today being grateful and awed by Grace and hoping that I remember repentance and where it can take me,has brought me. Hoping to be HONEST and open and real with people when the interactions come up again. Hoping that where I am is because of YOU and not more of me but not trusting totally that yet.

so this is where I am and praying to Yield and follow wherever it is YOU lead.


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Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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