Job 35-36; 1 Cor. 7-8

Getting up at 4:30 AM may sound crazy and maybe is but dang this time w/my Abba and my husband..if I could give this away.....it's amazing how we cuddle up in our separate chairs and sip our coffee and read and journal and then SHARE. I want to scream out to anyone who will listen make time for Him and your husband whatever it takes but I don't.

I don't know how we'd have done it w/kids....
I don't know how we'd have done it so I don't share the most amazing part of my day unless someone asks and they don't.....so I hear BE STILL and KNOW and wait.

The video about the football player who hears 'don't move' and since he didn't, another player still walks, heck still plays football. I feel like that player underneath w/some of the women in my life...chronically depressed and physically challenged and unhappily single and burned by divorce and......if I move I might injure them. In the past it was either charge in in pity and try to HELP them like I even could.... or run far away and I hear You say....don't move...but dang it's getting hard to breathe....so asking for You Abba to help them and for me to hear You and respond obediently when I do.....but for now....don't move