2 Kings 25; 2 Chronicles 36; Jeremiah 40-41; Revelation 12

When I stop fighting against the voices I hear and fight to hear Yours...it's so much better. I don't think I need to fight against anymore and yet THAT is the most natural....I don't really know how to fight FOR anything.....that being said this weekend was amazing. Watching Book of Eli with Dan....ok that movie the way Eli just followed, just KNEW where he was supposed to go, not a destination really, just knew where he was supposed to go......time w/the family camping in the backyard, an amazing SG/DG experience Saturday nite before that and yesterday an amazing ride w/hubs planning or more dreaming of what we could do IF we truly decide to be about following disasters...ministering to those in the midst of natural chaos. And when we talk about it...to BE on the same page is so exciting and makes me afraid to count on it BUT to dream....ahh to dream....it is after all about fulfilling Your purpose, Your plan, Your Word but to dream in that trusting that, not the dream and yet to dream .....And while waiting and dreaming, to encourage others, all others to seek You...because dang Abba seeking You is filled w/everything that makes life interesting, if not kind of risky and scary.....So kind of an amazing weekend, and long too, double bonus.