Ezekiel 8 - 11; Revelation 4

Abba I have to learn to 'talk' better...less maybe, more succinct......I don't know how to function with so much wonderful information born of a relationship with You and not be able to give it away.

I think I am becoming softer and in that softness more loving....I think
I think I am becoming braver and maybe more risky, still scared to death but some braver..I think
I think there is a listening.....I think in the listening there's a hearing and I think in the hearing there is coming an obedience....but all this is just what I think.....

And then all the readings today filled w/dreadful symbolism.....and thots in my head of how close we are to that... as far as God seeing much dreadful and disturbing in us and around us.... and through Christ He extends us GRACE and asks us who have accepted Him and His Grace to extend it to others...in that extension we reach more people for You......I don't know and yet I think this is true....and if it is then what I am to do is simple but oh so hard.......and I will absolutely need softness...love....bravery...risk....to listen...to hear...to obey...