2 Kings 22; 2 Chronicles 34; John 6

he comes home in 3 days......praying to be soft and about him...curious about his trip and not shut down in jealousy the first time he describes what he did......that would be so me you know, making it about me right out of the gate, so you know Jesus, Abba, better than any how much I need to pray and come in touch with you now.....

2 Kings 22 and 2 Chron. 34 relate the story of a king of who discovers Your Word and how far from it they are.....I grew up in a church but with no personal knowledge of Christ , of Your Word and now that I know I am responsible to bring that knowledge
or maybe more a thirst for that knowledge to my kids and Grands and then...
wow what a responsiblity on them to keep on passing it on. Why do we lose it?
There was the obvious other worship and ours is more secret....no asherah poles and yet we worship other gods that we haven't identified and yet they all rest in ourselves.....
making ourselves feel better, not even realizing (?) that we have made ourselves gods (?) .
.....it's so insidious and innocent (such an insufficient word) because there is nothing innocent about it.....it's about US, always about ME.....making myself god and now in realizing that.....


and you know in reading John 6 if those who walked w/Him, experienced/witnessed His very miracles didn't get it why do I think I will.....and yet they kept walking with Him and that is what I will do......and it's in these moments of being fed by Your Word I can know it's possible...and You will do what You will do always.....and I want that