I miss this guy, so last nite thru the tears of missing him AND feeling sorry for myself...I hear, I swear I hear....'turn the TV off and spend this time with ME'

I did
I tried
I felt comfort

I heard 'don't look at yourself or even others right now...look to Me'

I couldn't....
I'm gonna keep trying because even in the midst of being unable to I still felt comfort.....and that deep yearning to seek His face.