Argued with God big time this morning.....I lost as per usual....and feel closer to Him in the losing as per usual as well.......
His sovereignty......I rest in it...fight against it, rail like a banty rooster or probably more honestly like something more resembling....something way uglier...... against it and then just... somehow....feel, accept His Grace in the losing. I want what I want....I want to KNOW what He wants and neither is going to happen anytime soon......and yet He loves me......
Phillipians 1:6 He started it and He will finish it.....now to rest in that.
Friday, June 11, 2010
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Aspirations for the here and now:
- Ask way more questions than offer answers.
- Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
- Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
- Do a good deed for a stranger
- Don't be afraid to dream
- Enjoy more sunrises.
- Enjoy my husband and family.
- Everyone has a story, listen to them.
- Find a dreaming friend
- Go on a picnic with Dan
- Go snorkeling again.
- Hear You
- Help someone
- Hike/walk regularly
- Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
- Learn to live without 'blinking'
- Learn to love, really love
- Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
- Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
- Learn what it is to BE a friend
- Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
- Love, love, love on my Grandkids
- Make a new friend
- Read MORE books, make the time to read
- Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.
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1 comment:
I lose those arguements and yet it is a win. Good thoughts.
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