I love Carlos Whittaker, reading about his family and their journey...this morning I am tearfully convicted or maybe more jealous....
http://www.ragamuffinsoul.com/2010/04/your-relationship-with-christ-followers/

reading how people see us as judgemental and he's an exception....reading how people see us as no fun .....I will own the journey I am on in seeing my judgementalism....the pain of seeing it over and over hopefully breaking this hard heart of mine to a softness and vulnerablity that will forever eradicate the judgmentalism that has in the past been such a 'go to' thing...I don't know tho something that runs that deep can be hard to shed.....I want to be seen as different tho Abba taking me there is never easy, I never go with you gently or quietly.....so do I want to be seen differently or actually go through the pain of being different??
Why are we seen as no fun?? Why am I??

Abba guide all of us...guide me truly into being different....continue to break me to following You. Help us Abba to bring people to You and not continue to drive them away.