Deuteronomy 16-18; Psalm 38; Galatians 2;

Deut. 16: 3......so that all the days of your life you may remember the time of your departure from Egypt.

What's mine or am I still there?? Refusing to follow You to freedom, scared of what gettingt there w/look like for me??

Psalm 38: 9 All my longings lie open before you, O Lord; my sighing is not hidden from you.

So You see it help me to see....my fears, my idols.....not get caught in shame but to be free....

I think this journey into God dependence has made me lonelier than I ever imagined being able to withstand and yet the closeness with You is incredible and then this morning reading in Falling For God that you go ahead of us, leave us, waiting for us to FOLLOW...…..wondering when You will leave me…go on ahead and will I know then to reach out only to You..…….

I don’t know how to describe it…I try to blog it…I pray someone BE curious about it….must be me is all I can come up with…how do I ask for help….