Job 6-8; Acts 12

Back and I saw what I saw.....

I need Africa more than Africa needs me....

I am changed....I hope

I am challenged...

I am praying and listening....

Rufus is fond of saying 'don't ask me...ask God'....I am asking God....and I believe He is listening...now will I??

I've been through money courses and heard that my money is God's....I believe it ...now what?There is no difference I can make in Africa but our money...ahhh $$ mine and Dan's.....Abba our money can help??

Do I even know what a life lived w/purpose looks like and a life of sacrifice for a cause bigger than what I want...I don't think so and am I too old to learn??...I hope not..I pray not....seriously pray not..

I have a tattoo on the inside of my right ankle...'be still' I want to get a new one of a Rhino on my left....runs faster than it can see...I want to get a handle on this chaos or maybe it's learning to live with it that will change me?? Acts 12: 15-16 But they wouldn't believe her, dismissing her, dismissing her report. "You're crazy," they said. She stuck by her story, insisting. They still wouldn't believe her and said, "It must be his angel." All this time poor Peter was standing out in the street, knocking away.

So Abba to go beyond just feeling weird...to being weird...while appearing as normal as possible...what if....weird IS normal or could be....?....to...to hearing Your voice, to live to give, to live a prayerful, worshipful, grateful life....THAT is what I want....

It was not only an amazing trip...I got to experience it w/truly amazing people...here's one of them...his creation....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FuUj_gDbRyU