Habakkuk 1 - 3; John 8

You work in chaos I get that...I do....does it have to seem so chaotic all the time?? Maybe it always has but I ran away, ignored, denied and now in the living in You and Your will...seeking to, I see the chaos or feel a world in myself against even wanting that creating even more chaos....??.....hmmm I don't know...

I know the frustration of a life w/o You...I know the value of a life w/You....I know the embarassment of speaking what seem like trite words to others and yet in my heart they are not trite...they are truths that maybe 'they' just don't know, don't get yet???
The truth is a life w/out You is colorless and tame compared to living in this chaos of risk.....and you know what, I don't think I even truly KNOW what RISK is yet.......crap that's even scarier.....and yet I can't seem to run away anymore????

John 8: 31-32 Then Jesus turned to the Jews who had claimed to believe in him. "If you stick with this, living out what I tell you, you are my disciples for sure. Then you will experience for yourselves the truth, and the truth will free you."

Stick with this..................I can't seem to run away anymore......