Ecclesiastes 4- 6; Psalm 18; Ephesians 3

Small Group last nite our last one....and it was fun. I called a guy an ASS and he hugged me afterwards?? I meant it too and he meant the hug.....just more confusion for me I guess. And finished up a day filled w/confusion....maybe .....maybe it's all a part of the journey, being, living in a certain amount of confusion? Sure does keep you seeking you know.......sure does keep me honest and beings that not nor ever been my first bent it all takes some getting used to.

This Ecc. 4: ^13-16 A poor youngster with some wisdom is better off than an old but foolish king who doesn't know which end is up. I saw a youth just like this start with nothing and go from rags to riches, and I saw everyone rally to the rule of this young successor to the king. Even so, the excitement died quickly, the throngs of people soon lost interest. Can't you see it's only smoke? And spitting into the wind?

makes me think of this....and then the way Los breaks it down.....I am a poor finisher....I am too afraid to look like the first guy dancing all alone.....are we all called to START a movement?? I think if that movement is to be the first one to follow Christ then yes...but seriously we're not the first ones.....so what am I afraid of?