So you live with it hidden.....and when you see it in someone else, it completely verifies WHY you keep it hidden.......and yet hidden is not honest.....not being vulnerable.....authentic...
but CRAZY is CRAZY.....I don't think YOU can't use it I do think it's pretty unusable without You.....
And in reading Ps. 22 sounds like David suffered from his own brand of CRAZY...and maybe I understand some of what he felt...some
And today would be this verse.....Acts 26: 24 That was too much for Festus. He interrupted with a shout: "Paul, you're crazy! You've read too many books, spent too much time staring off into space! Get a grip on yourself, get back in the real world!"
25-27 But Paul stood his ground. "With all respect, Festus, Your Honor, I'm not crazy. I'm both accurate and sane in what I'm saying. The king knows what I'm talking about. I'm sure that nothing of what I've said sounds crazy to him. He's known all about it for a long time. You must realize that this wasn't done behind the scenes. You believe the prophets, don't you, King Agrippa? Don't answer that—I know you believe."
28 But Agrippa did answer: "Keep this up much longer and you'll make a Christian out of me!"
29 Paul, still in chains, said, "That's what I'm praying for, whether now or later, and not only you but everyone listening today, to become like me—except, of course, for this prison jewelry!"
30-31 The king and the governor, along with Bernice and their advisors, got up and went into the next room to talk over what they had heard. They quickly agreed on Paul's innocence, saying, "There's nothing in this man deserving prison, let alone death."
32 Agrippa told Festus, "He could be set free right now if he hadn't requested the hearing before Caesar."
Maybe when my Dad called me crazy IF I hadn't of taken it so freakin personal....maybe IF I'd kept talking and loving him...he'd know you now.....??? maybe.....I don't know.....
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It always does come back to our parents doesn't it. Trying to make peace in my mind with my Mom and not just fake it. I want her to believe and know too ya know?!?! Yea, you know.
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