Thursday, February 12, 2009

Leviticus 18 &19; Psalm 13; Acts 19

Determined to STAY angry today
World feels unsafe and dangerous like nothing is going to go my way so just
Be/Stay PISSED ~ Guarded~ SAFE
untouchable
safe
lonely maybe
no lonelier than any other day and definitely SAFER
Will You be in this loneliness?
...probly not....
Still
determined to STAY ANGRY
polite
on-task
professional
yet ANGRY...just a low level pissed maybe better.....

and then an exchange with a gal at work....tears at something she shares...

then this verse...Ps. 13: 5-6 I've thrown myself headlong into your arms— I'm celebrating your rescue. I'm singing at the top of my lungs, I'm so full of answered prayers.

So what if things don't go my way....beginning to think maybe my way....isn't best??
Would kind of rather feel hard today......safe....but maybe I'm supposed to remember
I'm protected.... if not safe......
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2 comments:

kc bob said...

I am often angry these days.. mine looks more like frustration but it is really anger.. then I remember the cross.. and blood shed for me.. hard to stay angry when I am loved so much.. not that I won't be angry again..

February 12, 2009 at 2:56 PM
Amrita said...

Very true Becky. Amen to that.

Thank you for visiting myblog.

May the Lord make His face to shine upon you.

February 20, 2009 at 9:41 PM

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