Friday, January 30, 2009

Exodus 25-27; Acts 6

Another day of liquids only...it doesn't even 'seem that hard', that's what I'm thinking the denial, flat out denial is easier than some kind of freedom of choice (?)....So when the fast is over what happens??
Benefits of Fasting:
(1) dependence on/closeness to YOU
(2) a lightness of being physically and emotionally
I am scared of 'breaking' it..Saturday @ sundown.....

Every time I read this part in Exodus~God's instruction to Moses, I'm moved@ Your choices of color- my God, THE God of the universe appreciates color..WHY that surprises me I have to idea, maybe it's more that it tickles me...You created everything...color and design and shapes...for crying out loud ANIMALS...come on...so much diversity came from You and Your imagination. I guess I maybe saw You more as a Scientist what w/astronomy and dividing of cells and such...and no...YOU ARE AN ARTIST as well...an afficiondo of color and design and function. What an amazing God I serve and until I read Your Word I didn't know that...I didn't know You and will never fully know You .....But Your Word allows me to see the facets, a minute amount of the facets of my God...God of the universe...

Acts 6:10 None of them could stand against the wisdom and the Spirit w/which Stephen spoke. So they persuaded some men to lie about Stephen.....
filled w/wisdom and the Holy Spirit doesn't 'get' you much :) but what it 'gives' to others......

It got Stephen stoned....

Msg. says Stephen brimming with God's grace and energy, was doing wonderful things among the people, unmistakable signs that God was among them...

I like that
'God's grace and energy'
'doing'

I am so sorry for so many years wasted.....I pray for small children growing up in Christ following homes to know YOU deeply...to KNOW this GRACE AND ENERGY....

1 comment:

John said...

Finish strong. I know you can do it.

Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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