Friday, September 12, 2008

Genesis 3

It's a rainy yucky day. There is much around me, circumstances that could put me in a bad mood and to be honest I 'feel' it right there so close as to make me all day on edge. I could blame it on circumstances but more likely it is my reaction to them. My desire to fix, to save, to offer solutions and knowing as I do now that THAT is ALL ABOUT ME and it indicates my lack of faith...well, what now? count my blessings......??....BE happier.....?.....I don't know I just know this new awareness keeps me seeking Him and maybe that's it???
Have you seen this viral video, titled well it's titled Democrats on an Escalator just , take out all the political crap and watch it.
I have been trapped on an Escalator and didn't even know it.....I would wager a guess all of us have at some point in time. And then when you realize you are ...HOW FREAKIN EMBARASSING.....BUT if I didn't see it I would still be there. So having been there what do I do when I see someone else trapped...you can't push em they're frightened and pretty pissed off anyway in that fear of being trapped or being seen as trapped....what if I could just walk up beside them and .....and what???????

Genesis 3: 21 The LORD God made garments of skin for Adam and his wife and clothed them.

This sentence I am just moved by today and not even fully sure why.

I guess mostly now I am moved without really knowing fully why and maybe that's part of the point.......

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Aspirations for the here and now:

  • Ask way more questions than offer answers.
  • Be more spontaneous and outrageous, loving with an abandon that isn't about me.
  • Be who I am even if she is crazy and weird
  • Do a good deed for a stranger
  • Don't be afraid to dream
  • Enjoy more sunrises.
  • Enjoy my husband and family.
  • Everyone has a story, listen to them.
  • Find a dreaming friend
  • Go on a picnic with Dan
  • Go snorkeling again.
  • Hear You
  • Help someone
  • Hike/walk regularly
  • Learn to live more and more SIMPLE
  • Learn to live without 'blinking'
  • Learn to love, really love
  • Learn to say I'm sorry w/o a 'but'
  • Learn to, strive to, be 'other' centered
  • Learn what it is to BE a friend
  • Lose 20 more pounds and take another trip to LA
  • Love, love, love on my Grandkids
  • Make a new friend
  • Read MORE books, make the time to read
  • Take alot of photos and learn how to take better ones and share better the ones I take.

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